happier on my own, always
You promised you wouldn’t ever make me feel this way, you promised.
iamtough: n. the moment you realize that you’re currently happy—consciously trying to savor the feeling—which prompts your intellect to identify it, pick it apart and put it in context, where it will slowly dissolve until it’s little more than an aftertaste.
Cuddling, spooning, snuggling, whatever you call it, is one of the most intimate activities two people can take part of. In a culture where friends-with-benefits and one-night-stands are socially accepted, cuddling has developed in our society to be considered even more sacred than intercourse. Like sex, cuddling creates a moment of tangible unison and endearing physical satisfaction; however, it...
Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve. Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the...
slip of the tongue
“Fine. I’ll tell you bout my ‘ethnic makeup.’ I wear foundation, not that powdery shit, I wear the foundation laid by my indigenous people. It’s that foundation that makes it so that past being globalized, …I can still vocalize with confidence that i know where my roots are. I wear this foundation not upon my face, but within my soul, and I take this from my ancestors because I’ll be...
Sapiosexual (n.) — A person who is sexually...
Marc Jacobs Leather Bracelet w/ Latin Inscription
I want “Serva Me, Servabote - Save me and I will save you” or “Veritas Inlustrat - Truth enlightens.” Mmm, sexy.
When I grow up...
I want to name my kids: Penny, after the song, “Penny Lane” because I always wanted to name a kid after a Beatle’s song. :’) Adele, after the character in Charlotte Bronte’s Jane Eyre Marionette - From Wide Sargasso Sea, means doll in French eth, after Seth Rogen, my favorite comedian/actor. :DD Vincent, after Vincent Van Gogh, self-explanatory. Tristan, the...
blogspot > tumblr
Tumblr can’t be taken too seriously, it feels more like a social networking site rather than an actual blog. I’ve been meaning to make the switch.
It’s hard living up to someone else’s ideal image of perfection, where all your actions are passed with judgment and criticism. You’re expected to put their happiness before your own. In which you’re willing to forsake in respect to unconditional love, but now it gets to the point where it feels as if you’re suffocating from the overwhelming amount of expectations...
For two weeks, your Christmas tree is glorified as the center piece of your living room. It is adorned with priceless ornaments and memorabilia, and awed at by relatives as the pine fur enhances the aroma of your home. With all it’s beauty illuminating the cold, winter nights as the windows fog from the downpour, it is cherished. And for those two weeks, as you attempt to embrace your...
I’m slowly regressing away my junior year, allowing “the” lifestyle to take a hold of what is considered one of the most deciding factors of my future. Instead of prioritizing on what lies beyond my youth, I focus upon the “now,” upon what would satisfy my own sophomoric taste of freedom. The palette of a despaired and confined soul, desperately attempting to break...
wake n' paint :)
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the...
The ultimate question that seemingly and respectively plagues every generation of youth - who am I? What is it that constitutes for our self-worth and ensures us our place upon this earth? In the awe-inspiring, infinite complexity that is our universe, what is it that would build upon on our own identity, establishing meaning? How can we assure that we’re destined for something more than...
<3 mama recording nephew’s first birthday. oh hey vietnamese!
Oh hey cute boy at Barnes and Nobles
While flipping through a copy of The Jungle by Upton Sinclair in the classics section of my local Barnes and Nobles, I was approached by some guy holding onto Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk. What had hooked me (excuse my nerdy ass pun in reference to literature) and had made this “meet-cute” so significant to the point where I would actually blog about it was not that he was holding the...
(There’s times when I don’t want my classmates to know about my tumblr, this is one of them.) Truth is, I’ve been trying to quit since school started, but it’s only been getting worse. Afterschool cig breaks have gradually built up to the point where I can habitually kill a pack of menthols in about 3 days. I always excused myself, saying “I’ll quit later in...
Hella respect to those who allow their elevated dictation to smooth situations before they knock some dick’s face in. To be able to provoke thoughts, not fights, like some higher class education. Allowing the heatstroke from your throat evoke the manifestation of your words as the nigga chokes on his verb(al) actions. Transitioning thoughts and translating opinions always has more credibility than...
It sucks when you hear a good house song and you...
you can’t go home and google “unce unce unce” :(
It's guys like you...
Out of the spontaneous amount of quality time that I had spent with you, this quick generalization can be made: you’re a player. The type who spots a girl, pursues her, cherishes her, and leaves her disconcerted and yearnful until she finally pieces together the fact that you only wanted to “toot it and boot it.” It’s guys like you who aggravate the insecurities and dignity...